A greivous heart, a troubled mind

A grievous heart, a troubled mind,

To the depths of loneliness I seem destined.

Until the day an angel walked by,

And through the darkness, a divine light.

The world seems now a better place,

In the harshness of life, towards better days.

A beauty such, I have never seen,

A dream come true - my wildest dream.

From the heavens she has descended,

Her destiny is surely decided.

Will I be the one whom she chooses?

He will cry forever, he who loses.

I do not know her name or who she is,

But God's masterpiece she surely is.

How do I approach her, what do I say?

Oh! I love you so, please stay.

I have never known the love of a woman,

But now I know how it is to be in love.

Heartbreak would seem like the curse of a demon,

I need divine intervention from above.

I must not lose her, for she is precious,

Winning her would make so many jealous.

But how do I do it, the question is?

From that day on I have found no peace.

What a strange feeling, a paradox of sorts,

No peace of mind, but love in my heart.

A sweet pain you love, but it hurts,

I must express my love, where do I start?

As she walks through the streets,

Her fragrance fills the air

 With the loveliest of smiles she greets,

And all I could do is staring.

To woo my lady love I must strive,

To beat the competition I must contrive.

Oh my lord gives me the strength,

For this will be a battle of great length.

For the hand of the angel, for the love of her heart,

At the earliest, I must start.

For if I lose her and she departs,

A troubled mind, a grievous heart.

MOM, I LOVE YOU

"Mother" is such a simple word,

But to me there’s meaning seldom heard.

For everything we're today,

Our mothers' love showed us the way.

I’ll love my mother all my days,

For enriching my life in so many ways.

She set me straight and then set me free,

And that’s what the word "mother" means to me.

She stood behind me, Even when I were wrong.

She felt proud of us, Even when I hardly won.

She held my fingers, When I wanted to run fast.

She taught me to walk, When I was dumb like a block.

I owe you more then my love to you,

And I know this love is also 'so much due'..

I love you Mom, I truly do.. I love you Mom, I really Love you..

Am I

Am I?

Not a bead glistens my eyelashes when I am in intractable trauma,
But can’t stop my surging tears when my hero dies in an onscreen drama;
Am I weird?

I crave and miss my loved one, whom I cannot see,
Is it because he is no longer there for ME?
Am I selfish?

I wish to pull the moon and wrap it around,
I long to get hold of Aladdin’s magic lamp to fulfill my wishes unbound;
Am I immature?

Death scares me, Rejection scoffs at me, Expectations tenses me,
The fear of losing my kith and kin terrifies me;
Am I a coward?

Am I weird, selfish, immature and a coward?
So many negatives huddled in a pod,
Am I a pessimist?
By ane

I Miss you..... My darling daughter

I Miss you..... My darling daughter
I miss you and miss you like caught fish misses water,
I miss you and miss you like a man misses air bellow water,

We might not be together in person, as destiny has parted us for a brief time
But you are there with me in all the moments of my life here.
You are there in all the breath I take
You are there in all beats my heart takes
You are there in my pulse as they flow without brake.

I miss you…….When some kid laughs
I miss you …….. When some kid cries
I miss you........ When one dad kisses his kid
I miss you........ When kids call their dad by 'paapa'

Every thought of you makes me feel lonely between millions of people
I have all the memory of you as fresh as the morning due on flowers,
I still remember when I took you for the first time in my arms

You were as soft and light as some flower
I still remember when you looked at me for the first time
And you keep staring at me for a long time
Like you were conveying some message from the Gods which you brought from above

I still remember when you cried for the first time in front of me I felt like dying inside
I still remember your first smile; it was as beautiful as God's own smile
I still remember the first time you fell asleep in my arms;
It felt like God has hugged me

I still remember your soft touch like the touch of a feather
I still remember your pink feet and fingers like a pink flower
I still remember when you started standing with support
You used to hold thing with your soft little hands

I still remember you called me ‘pappa’ for the first time
It seemed like God has whispered in my ears that ‘He loves me’
I still remember you falling down and coming to me crying
I felt like the most trustworthy person on the earth.
I still cherish each moment when you were with me
And those inestimable memories help me move forward.

by Kaila