Take Me Away

Absconded from all the desires n fear

After deprived of all the strength to bear

Waiting for the death to come near

Obsessed of all the life's brutality

Falling victim to life's cruelty

Got struck up in to gruesome fatality

Don't have an aspire to live this way

Wanna leave this world someway

With my heart full of distress hard to say

Mentally wounded somehow I stayed awake

Questioning up myself taking all that as fake

But sorrows hiked up though I wasn't on any stake

So threatful, so deadly is this world around me

Never let me open up won’t all I had in me

Made me realize it’s not the place to be

Lifeless this life I don't wanna live

It's true but it's hard to believe

Killing me up stripping my sense to perceive

Locked up in heart with no way to depart

These sorrows are tearing my body n soul apart

Angel’s please take me far away

I got no will to withstand n stay

No more wanna lead this life like stray

Letter

With every passing season I tried

to stop myself , and yet I cried,

not for the moments we were with each other,

but for those we could’ve been together.

I wished I could just bare my heart

to the only one it longed for,

I wished I could just make a start

for the love that I so sought for.

But afraid I was to say it all,

to come to you or even make a call,

as I feared what your answer would be,

although I knew I would lose a part of me.

So I finally gave my emotions ink,

when I wrote them down in an eye’s blink.

I poured my heart out like never before,

like a sea-hungry river racing for the shore.

The words wept along with me,

to which the moist letter bears testimony.

The trembling pen pleaded me to cease

but I had to write on, to end my worries.

Then atlast I held it up high,

and admired it from each eye,

for I hadn’t written anything so fair,

and I kissed it with hopes so dear.

“He just cannot say no”,

My dear friend would say,

“and you should straight away go,

give it to him, then pray.”

And there I stood in the deserted way,

waiting for him on one end’s entrance,

to say how I have loved you with my life and soul,

and why I just could not say it all.

I heard his laughter from the other end,

how mesmerized I was by it I couldn’t pretend;

but there he entered hand in hand, with another girl,

My vision went black, and my mind was in a whirl.

I ran away as fast as I could,

But couldn’t escape my shadow of despair;

and somewhere alone, restless, I stood,

and for the world around me, I no more cared.

I knew my feelings were betrayed

by the one for whom they ever lived.

Now years after the love that I had put in verse,

The letter still lingers somewhere in my purse.

Burning Dreams

When the eyes burn

and tears melt

i reckon its time

to move on with the life

Things change

things go wrong

mist is everywhere

but still somewhere in our heart

we are always wishing for things

to go our way

knowing that our way

is not going to happen...

Hope keeps us up and going

high hope makes us fall

fall to such depths

that we can't even see sunlight

When its dark

its scary

yet the hope doesn't die sometimes

and this undieing hope

takes us out of our bad times

once out

we forget the dark

and start from where we left

doing one mistake

after the other

till we die

And we are dieing,

we think

we are taking with us

all our wishes

all our hopes

but we r soo wrong.

we die and leave our dreams

for those who are alive

and thus this continues

the earth spins

the trees dance

the mountains smile

to see us doing meaningless things

to get meaningless things

we are so insane....

Be My Honey

It all started with a beautiful voice,

A voice that soothed my inner voids,

Oh! What a gem! I thought,

In a trance I was caught… 

I longed to hear that voice again,

As my voids rose up causing pain,

A strange feeling of emptiness crept in,

reason? That was what I was searching.

Then came a reply that refreshed,

All the thoughts & emotions depraved,

Of my attention, love & care,

Here they were, lying helpless and bare.

It was reason, which was eluding me,

Hiding, ducking, yet careless and free,

A phone number helped me finally,

To catch the reason in a dark alley.

The reason said I’m friendship,

I asked it, “are you mutual?”

It said “In such a relationship,

I can change and still be factual.”

The reason confused mea lot,

I agree it had given me a start,

And then, when I finally tore it apart,

I knew it had reached your heart.

What can I say about you dear?

I just wish, you could be here,

And hold me tightly in an embrace,

And wipe the tears off my face.

A graceful soul, a lovely heart,

A kind nature, a class act,

I love you for what you do and say,

And will always do so. Come what may.

You’ve become my strength now,

You’re not sure? But I know.

I’ll be happy being with you,

Live, love & learn things new.

Come let’s start a journey,

Of love, of life, of harmony,

What do you say honey?

Will you be my honey?

As I wanna love you forever

 As I wanna love you forever

 I hate to see you any more

 You may flow down those drains

 The choice is more of yours

 I would neither stop you from crying

 Nor I want you to hug

 Let’s burst through the power

 That my bomb dear love

 To flow against the tide

 The tears speed along

 If you want love to somebody

 You have to sing my song

 As you fight the death to survive

 You just find the edge of the sand

 If you want to fall in love again

 It’s better to clean up your hand

 Don’t send me any wishes

 Don’t push me to the dates

 How can I tell you further?

 Suicides are bad as it gets

 It’s pouring down with rain drops

 Like that night gone by

 I am signing those papers

 Where you wished to let you die

Tear...

I don’t know the reason why,
A small tear rolled down my eye,
I did not want to be a loser, never wanted it to win,
but it made its ways through my cheeks and rested on my chin.

The tiny drop fell on my hand, it shined like a dew,
And on its fall, I felt good, why? I had no clue,
I looked at that drop and asked it why,
I am feeling better, is it a lie?

It said nothing and in some time evaporated in air,
And now I knew for sure, why I felt better,
It was nothing but a sorrow which was hidden inside me,
Smiling I was from outside, so that nobody can see.

Little did I realize, it was trying hard to release,
And today as it melted from my eyes, I felt at ease.

I want to love u forever

As I want to love you forever

As I want to love you forever

I hate to see you any more

You may flow down those drains

The choice is more of yours

I would neither stop you from crying

Nor I want you to hug

Let’s burst through the power

That’s my bomb dear love

To flow against the tide

The tears speed along

If you want love to somebody

You have to sing my song

As you fight the death to survive

You just find the edge of the sand

If you want to fall in love again

It’s better to clean up your hand

Don’t send me any wishes

Don’t push me to the dates

How can I tell you further?

Suicides are bad as it gets

It’s pouring down with rain drops

Like that night gone by

I am signing those papers

Where you wished to let you die

by-Bis