Buried Alive For You!!

Don't search for me,
don't look around,
don't bother calling my name,
I won't be found...
For gone I am now,
and gone are the days,
when I'd sparkle your dark sky,
in my subtle moony ways...

But the light was dim;
it was almost gentle grey....
It couldn't vanquish the dark,
as it came from so far way....

Now a new morn has begun,
the horizon has brought a new sun along...
A new light is shimmering;
sounding is a merry new day song....

With the sky in its deserving glow,
it was time for the moon to go,
for it has lost its visibility now,
neither is it needed anymore....

Don't search for me,
don't look around,
don't bother calling my name,
I won't be found...
Don't cry for my pain,
I can live with it, I'll survive...
I am not dead, believe me,
I've just buried myself alive…

I've even hid my grave,
for you might dig out for me…
But exposed if I am to the sun,
set on fire I might soon be....

I am not afraid of sustaining burns,
what scares me is the thought of burning sky…
Let me sleep till the wake of night,
don't ask me where, don't ask me why...

I'll be out on my own,
when you'll need to call on me,
when darkness falls again,
which I wish never happens to be...

Don't search for me,
don't look around,
please don't call my name,
I don't want to be found...
Please don't make it any harder,
it’s already hard enough for me...
My soul aches for the pain I bring to you,
but it’s the least painful way I can see...

My heart will always beat for you,
for giving me the strength to shine...
I'll be yours forever to claim;
though I know you may never be mine...

Slept in my coffin I lie,
dreaming of a beautiful life for you...
Leave me to my wonderland,
while you keep my dream alive and true!!

Mother

The smoke has blinded my sight

I know not what’s wrong from right.

Mother, can you make me able again?

Mother, can you ease my dying pain?

Mother, can you take me by the hand?

Mother, can you lead this blind man?

Mother will do all she can

Mother is here to understand…

Mother will make you able again.

Mother will ease your dying pain.

Mother will take you by the hand

Open your eyes child, you are not blind…

The worms have come to take me to the grave

My thoughts have hollowed inward, nothing worth the save

Mother, can you fix this hollow mind?

Mother, can you make me a little kind?

Mother, can you help me determine?

Mother, can you check my vital signs?

Mother will do all she can

Mother is here to understand…

Mother will fix your hollow mind

Mother will make you a little kind

Mother will help you determine

Open your eyes child, you will be fine…

The rot has set in the iron chains

The rust has eaten up all the remains.

Mother, can you build me a castle high?

Mother, can you free me from these lies?

Mother, can you teach me how to fly?

Mother, can you reach me to the skies?

Mother will do all she can

Mother is here to understand…

Mother will build you a castle high

Mother will shield you from all the lies

Mother will teach you how to fly

Open your eyes child; you are in the skies…

I had a fight

With my own mind, I had a fight

For I am not able to write

My heart is heavy, words don’t come,

All my feelings, how can I sum?

As you leave and I wave you a goodbye,

There will be a smile but eyes cannot lie

Everything will be same-summer, spring and rain

But the roads of life will be empty again

I do not need to tell I will miss you,

 And I know it’s the same for you too..

May all the luck and success comes to you,

And may all our dreams come true!

With my own mind, I had a fight,

For there is so much to write

My heart is heavy, and the words do come

But still, all my feelings, can I sum?