Life!!

Where do the good times disappear,
When they have come and gone....?
Replaced with new friends, not by choice,
But cause something went wrong?

My new friends may bring with them,
Some words that make me smile,
Still I feel melancholy,
For what was once our style.

I think about times passage,
About a promise gone,
Are friendships not forever?
Meant not to last for long?

At end of each new day now,
Without a word from you....
I try to cover up the hurt,
Pretend that I'm not blue.

I try to go on with my life,
Accept you're not a part,
But sad eyes are the mirror of,
The ache that fills my heart.

A Beautiful Mind

The deep dark alleys of the mind, long and unwinding to the core,

A few we know so well , some , yet to explore,

Beautiful memories of yesterday, are hidden in a shrine,

Yet there are those that hurt, it’s a bittersweet galore.

There's a search for some answers, yet a few questions arise,

The need to forget some, oh but the urge to know more,

And a few virgin by lanes, a mystery to the core.

A few dark desires, some shine with light divine,

An unending noise in some, a few ring with a melodic chime,

There's a will to succeed, yet the weakness to give in to crime,

There's a belief in eternity, yet the fear of running out of time.

Secrets dwell deep inside, never shall they come to the fore,

A needless hate for some, yet there are those we adore,

A sense of wonder, a moment of fear,

A subconscious smile, a forced tear,

They're all treasured here -  emotions of every kind,

It’s a treacherous place, yet such a beautiful mind.

At times when I was alone

At times when I was alone,

Nobody be in my side.

You were the one, who approached me,

You were the one who ebbed the tide.

Whenever I felt sad,

Whenever I felt I would cry,

You were the comforter,

Yours was the shoulder asking me to give it a try.

You were the one, who made me feel at ease,

For there were times when I felt alone.

Whenever I met with a road block,

You suggested that it was a stepping stone.

Today I regret having hurt you,

Today I hate myself for having caused you pain.

I don't know why I did it; I don't know why I always lose what I gain....