Soulmate

An angel came into my life,

Showed me way to survive,

I was almost dead before he arrived,

his gentle touch aroused in my life.

His charm is brazen,

his innocence left me frozen,

the bond exists even before it was made,

heaven wants us to be kith,

because in previous incarnation we were soul mates.

The moments spent besides him were greatly missed,

With each passing day, I yearned to see him more,

to grab his attention, dainty attire I always wore,

the savor of his presence around, delighted me profound.

In my troubled times,

his support made me smile,

holding his hands, I calmed down,

his sweet words gave feeling so warm,

because of his unconditional help, I was never harmed.

His tantalizing touch stirred my soul,

my heart turned as pure as gold,

affection intensified with each passing day,

but his faith in me just faded away.

I opened my arms and closed my eyes,

expected a hug to keep me alive,

In me his trust, I could never revive,

Leaving me alone, he departed in search of life,

Someday I believe, again we will arrive.

She Has My Heart

She looks me straight in the eyes and rips out my heart

I’m speechless there’s nothing I can say

Tears begin to well up in my eyes

She asks me if I’m okay

I am far from okay

She says we can still be friend’s best friends

Those words linger in my mind

I never thought I would hear those words

I leave, I close off, and the pain is too much to bear

I can't help the loneliness I've turned my back on everyone even God

I'm alone all alone

I cry myself to sleep

I'm lost to the world I have this emptiness inside one that i can't fill

I still cry I don't know when the days come and go

I only seem to sink deeper into depression

I used to be so alive, so carefree

Ii guess I still am carefree because I don't seem to care anymore

I have this emptiness inside one that I try to fill but with all the wrong things

I cry out to God asking Him why, why all this hurt why all this pain

He tells me why

He tells me why all this hurt

He tells me why all this pain

He told me once before but my heart was too hard to listen and now in my moment of brokenness I can finally hear

I can hear Him; my days begin to get brighter

I try to keep my heart soft so that I can hear

It's harder than I thought but I don't give up

I  feel alone but I know that I’m not

I still have that darkness inside inside my heart it tries to pull me back but I won't let it

Ii ask God for help for someone to help me

He shows me I never thought it would be her ever since I first met her

She has had it, a piece of my heart ,she talks to me her voice soothes me it brings me comfort

We talk

We laugh

I hardly even notice anymore that the darkness has faded

I thank God for his help

I  thank God for her

She won't let me fall fall to where I was before

I am happy now

She listens to me, I listen to her

I  hold her tightly and I don’t let go

She is a part of my life

She is a part of me

She has my heart

Only this time I gave it to her

Sands of time

Sands so fine, I see,

Slowly slipping,

From the hands of mine.

Oh it looks so divine.

Let me keep it, it'll be mine.

I squeeze my palm tight.

And more of it flows fast.

Uncontrolled grains,

So white, soft and pure.

Dry, yet smells of the sea water,

To which it belongs.

For which its heart longs.

Again I squeeze my palm tight.

Slipping, it shined in the light.

With the greed to hold on,

Tried to stop it from flowing.

But it does not stop going.

I opened the first to see,

Not much left in my hand.

It had all gone,

Despite my efforts.

Closed palm, was not its home.

It moved on, fell to the ground

Happy to be with the same kind around.

Did I lose it?

Did it never belong to me?

Or did I have the right to stop it?

It never stopped anyway.

Now again,

I have some sand.

Gathered in my hand.

I don’t close my palm,

But observe how slowly it slipped.

There was no hurry,

And the grains were at ease.

 I knew I can only watch on,

The gracious move of it flow down.

But cannot hold on to it.

I smiled, and it was true.

We cannot hold on,

To things which are meant to move.

My palm so soft,

Most of it was gone by now.

What was it that the sand contained?

May be time, I thought,

As I let go the ones that remained.

I had a fight

With my own mind, I had a fight

For I am not able to write

My heart is heavy, words don’t come,

All my feelings, how can I sum?

As you leave and I wave you a goodbye,

There will be a smile but eyes cannot lie

Everything will be same-summer, spring and rain

But the roads of life will be empty again

I do not need to tell I will miss you,

 And I know it’s the same for you too..

May all the luck and success comes to you,

And may all our dreams come true!

With my own mind, I had a fight,

For there is so much to write

My heart is heavy, and the words do come

But still, all my feelings, can I sum?

Colors Of Love

Love seems to come in varied hues,

When seen in life’s different avenues.

A mother’s love for sure

Is unconditional and pure.

A little child’s love for life,

Brims innocence, not strife.

Love from a lover’s heart,

Sometimes marred by jealousy’s dart.

God’s love forever pristine and divine,

Eternal is his love, ceaseless and sublime.

  

Expect not in Love, for then love becomes a naught,

To receive love you give, never cling to it by knot.

Hearts are conquered with love, not valor,

And Love begets love, that’s its true color!

Death

I'm dead, still but cold,

At least peaceful and purified,

Without unpleasant thoughts or deeds,

Being taken for my final or deals.

Maybe, I'll be laid in a grave,

Or on top of pyre for rest,

Exhausts are the fires of agony,

In my totally inactive breast.

Now, as eternal my soul remains,

Free, carefree as the clouds,

With neither anxiety chains,

Nor the painful anguish bonds.

I'm far from Earthly wants,

For no longer, my heart yells,

For neither thou need or want,

For I'm complete as my grave fills.