Jan 21, 2011

Journey Of My Life

Time to introspect…...
Happiness is like a breath of fresh air that touches me for a moment and fades away…...
Leaving behind memories to cling on,
Feeling loneliness and rejection.
The sweet sensation that had enthralled me gradually fading away,
To seclusion, I see my life drifting away.
A life without any charm or substance…...
Am not liking this place anymore,
I’m going to get out of here for sure.
Still searching for a better tomorrow…...
Many more miles to walk,
Many more valleys to cross,
The road I know is unending and long…...
Carrying with me the burden of my memories and sorrows,
Feeling insanely lost and forlorn.
Am tired and need to rest,
Don’t know when I’m going to find my nest…...

Jan 6, 2011

Thinking hard about life...

Here I am sitting in my office @ night, thinking hard about life
How it changed from maverick college life to strict professional life.
How tiny pocket money changed to huge monthly pay checks,
But then why it gives less happiness.

How a few local denim jeans changed to new branded one,
But then why there are less people to use them.
How a single plate of samosa changed to a full pizza or burger,
But then why there is less hunger.

Here I am sitting in my office @ night, thinking hard about life.
How a bike always in reserve changed to main,
But then why there are fewer places to go.
How a limited prepaid card changed to post paid package,
But then why there are fewer calls and more messages.

Here I am sitting in my office @ night, thinking hard about life.
How an old assembled desk top changed to a branded laptop,
But then why there is less time to put it on.

How a small bunch of friends changed to office mates,
But then why we always feel lonely and miss those collage friends,
Here I am sitting in my office @ night, thinking hard about life.

Dec 29, 2010

Feelings are very difficult to be defined

Feelings are very difficult to be defined,
But when about you, they can hardly be confined,
Looking at this day when you were born,
God must have thought to send an angel, in human form.
While creating you, his best artist, must have had a hard time,
They have created a beauty that even the moon cannot outshine,
Imagining thousands of flowers lying on a white snow bed,
Among those flowers, you look like the only Rose that's red.
Your face is so pretty, so innocent, I have ever seen,
He must have thought and thought, about creating his own dream,
Your lovely smile resembles waves that reach the shore....
Every wave so beautiful, that it can't be just ignored....
Each second with you are, like a lifetime for me,
One life with you is, every dream comes true,
You are the only one here, beautiful as dove....
They say its lust for you, but I say its love....
Just watching you I lose myself,
Thinking about you I lose this world....
Even the beauty of universe seems to be jaded....
When you smile, every time beauty, seems to be added....

I know I could never tell you how it feels to be me....
And neither could ever tell you, you have my heart's key...
I was, I am, I would be your lover forever,
But I just know my words would reach you never......

Dec 24, 2010

There to Share

 A wish you will always win & gain…
Remember I would be there in your pains….

Don’t let yourself down in the life…
I too may suffer the bad times…
All its life, and everything is fair…
Just remember I would be there to share!!

You may be pain those dark nights in life……
But the Trust in me shall be stars in light 
Life may take us on different paths,
but minds alike will share a lot!!

Be assured I would stand by you everywhere,
Not sure that a glance always be there
Share your heart & share your tears……
Rest assured….I would be there to share!!!

Dec 18, 2010

Mother

The smoke has blinded my sight
I know not what’s wrong from right.
Mother, can you make me able again?
Mother, can you ease my dying pain?
Mother, can you take me by the hand?
Mother, can you lead this blind man?

Mother will do all she can
Mother is here to understand…
Mother will make you able again.
Mother will ease your dying pain.
Mother will take you by the hand
Open your eyes child, you are not blind…

The worms have come to take me to the grave
My thoughts have hollowed inward, nothing worth the save
Mother, can you fix this hollow mind?
Mother, can you make me a little kind?
Mother, can you help me determine?
Mother, can you check my vital signs?

Mother will do all she can
Mother is here to understand…
Mother will fix your hollow mind
Mother will make you a little kind
Mother will help you determine
Open your eyes child, you will be fine…

The rot has set in the iron chains
The rust has eaten up all the remains.
Mother, can you build me a castle high?
Mother, can you free me from these lies?
Mother, can you teach me how to fly?
Mother, can you reach me to the skies?

Mother will do all she can
Mother is here to understand…
Mother will build you a castle high
Mother will shield you from all the lies
Mother will teach you how to fly
Open your eyes child; you are in the skies…

Dec 12, 2010

To My Child

Yesterday, you were just born
Your hands was the size of my palm
Yesterday, you were just born
Your hand was the size of my palm…

Your skin, so tender soft
Your eyes, wandering and lost
Your breath gave me life
Your chuckle made me laugh
Yesterday…

Your touch was what I could die for
Your cry was music to my soul
I felt so complete, I felt so whole,
Yesterday…

You are but a part of me
Yet so unlike you are meant to be
You are but a part of me
Yet so unlike you are meant to be
My child…