Crazy!

Crazy!
Why can't I, go away?
Why do dreams come haunting me?
Why do things happen the way,
Like they are never meant to be...?

Now I stay, now I move,
Not that it makes difference any way,
Now I'm left, with myself,
But I just wanna go away...

From my life, from my heart,
From everything that makes me stay.
Am I crazy this way?

Leave now, leave me alone,
I have to deal with this myself,
Let it go, let it grow, I'm not afraid anymore.

But I just have to let go...
Of my dreams, of my smile,
Of anything that makes me say,
Am I crazy this way?

I can't sleep, I can't open my eyes,
I can't feel my heartbeat,
I don't know what to do.

Life is war and I retreat,
But I don’t wanna live...
Broken heart, broken soul,
Broken pieces of myself, scattered around,
I try not to gather again, because it pains.

Still I breathe, and I live,
To shout to the world today,
I am crazy this way.
Kan