She Has My Heart

She looks me straight in the eyes and rips out my heart

I’m speechless there’s nothing I can say

Tears begin to well up in my eyes

She asks me if I’m okay

I am far from okay

She says we can still be friend’s best friends

Those words linger in my mind

I never thought I would hear those words

I leave, I close off, and the pain is too much to bear

I can't help the loneliness I've turned my back on everyone even God

I'm alone all alone

I cry myself to sleep

I'm lost to the world I have this emptiness inside one that i can't fill

I still cry I don't know when the days come and go

I only seem to sink deeper into depression

I used to be so alive, so carefree

Ii guess I still am carefree because I don't seem to care anymore

I have this emptiness inside one that I try to fill but with all the wrong things

I cry out to God asking Him why, why all this hurt why all this pain

He tells me why

He tells me why all this hurt

He tells me why all this pain

He told me once before but my heart was too hard to listen and now in my moment of brokenness I can finally hear

I can hear Him; my days begin to get brighter

I try to keep my heart soft so that I can hear

It's harder than I thought but I don't give up

I  feel alone but I know that I’m not

I still have that darkness inside inside my heart it tries to pull me back but I won't let it

Ii ask God for help for someone to help me

He shows me I never thought it would be her ever since I first met her

She has had it, a piece of my heart ,she talks to me her voice soothes me it brings me comfort

We talk

We laugh

I hardly even notice anymore that the darkness has faded

I thank God for his help

I  thank God for her

She won't let me fall fall to where I was before

I am happy now

She listens to me, I listen to her

I  hold her tightly and I don’t let go

She is a part of my life

She is a part of me

She has my heart

Only this time I gave it to her

Colors Of Love

Love seems to come in varied hues,

When seen in life’s different avenues.

A mother’s love for sure

Is unconditional and pure.

A little child’s love for life,

Brims innocence, not strife.

Love from a lover’s heart,

Sometimes marred by jealousy’s dart.

God’s love forever pristine and divine,

Eternal is his love, ceaseless and sublime.

  

Expect not in Love, for then love becomes a naught,

To receive love you give, never cling to it by knot.

Hearts are conquered with love, not valor,

And Love begets love, that’s its true color!

Borders-Chaining humanity

I knew of no boundaries and no borders when I was born

I knew of no chains and no fences when I was born

All I was born with was two hands

Which rose in service to God?

All I was born with was Freedom to talk to Lord

I knew not of Hindu or Moslem, Sikh or Isai.

All I was born was, to a race called human,

Lord’s Best creation to be, and yet so insanely inhuman

Like me was one born far away on the land?

Which lay across the fence, some called it border and I saw it fenced

He too who was born knew no boundaries and knew no fences

His hands rose to apprise the Lord whom I serviced

Never did we see when the world laid rules to set us apart

Born to same kind, coming from the same world

Today we are yet so far apart

Then one day the distance grew

All caused by me and you

So much we flew away the currents so far

We really forgot who we are

Lost was the humanity

Lost was our race

We only followed the world’s disgrace

The fences hit hard on us

Borders engraved in our hearts

If only we had courage to move against the sharp currents

If only we could break the evil chains

Back we would have been to Free State

In which we were born to not long back

Then I see the skies so vast

Then I see birds that fly,

Then I see the winds that blow

No boundaries and no borders to set them apart

If only had I been a bird of sky born free,

Free would have I died

No borders and boundaries that I follow

My soul would be still free to grow and grow

blame a day in life

Never blame a day in your life

Good days gives you happiness

Bad days gives you experience

Both are essential in life

All are gods blessings

Live and forget

I folded my hand and prayed to God.

Don't know what to ask for, never given this a thought.

They've melt down in sand, they lost a war.

Surprise came from the core, taken everything they've got.

How can I say, problems I have.

My prayer can't come before when I see they've lost more.

When I ask them, calmly they behave.

How can he give this kind of sore, when there isn't any cure?

They say....

For everything there's a reason, written there up above.

There's time for every season, can't stay with one you love.

Please tell me God, why there is time we never wished.

Please tell me God, how you'll make up what you did.

Time.... and time.... and time....

Time.... and time.... and time....

Live and forget....

What’s in the future, there today is gone.

You've not faced all the sorrows you never laid below the wall.

You're a miser, goodness you hold.

Down here we suffered for tomorrow. Tell me how to get over this fall.

They say....

For everything there's a reason, written there up above.

There's time for every season, can't stay with one you love.

Please tell me God, why there is time we never wished.

Please tell me God, how you'll make up what you did.

Time.... and time.... and time....

Time.... and time.... and time....

Live and forget....

A Balanced Life

A Balanced Life


My life has been balanced
with pleasures and trials,
I’ve had many teardrops
and thousands of smiles.

I’ve soared to the moon
and I’ve plunged to the sand,
My life has been balanced
by God’s loving hand.

I’ve had many friendships
I’ve had a few foes,
In the life of a Christian
that’s the way that it goes.

Should I just accept
only good from God’s hands
No, I must endure
whatever He plans.

But I can be sure
and you can be, too,
All things work for best
as God deals with you.

by:Norisha