To My Child

Yesterday, you were just born

Your hands was the size of my palm

Yesterday, you were just born

Your hand was the size of my palm…

Your skin, so tender soft

Your eyes, wandering and lost

Your breath gave me life

Your chuckle made me laugh

Yesterday…

Your touch was what I could die for

Your cry was music to my soul

I felt so complete, I felt so whole,

Yesterday…

You are but a part of me

Yet so unlike you are meant to be

You are but a part of me

Yet so unlike you are meant to be

My child…

It is-“TIME”

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It makes you merry; it makes you shine;

It shows you sorrows; it keeps you sigh;

It’s a Lone Ranger-it is TIME!

It controls you, it teaches you;

It shakes you, it wakes you;

It gives the wounds; it heals you;

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It’s a lone ranger, it is time!

It makes you cry for the happy moments;

It makes you laugh for the fights happened;

It teaches you attachments;

Drown you in the memory lanes;

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It’s a lone ranger, it is time!

It gives you seasons to sing,

It gives you reasons to live,

It gives meaning to your breath,

And a lifetime to cherish,

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It’s a lone ranger, it is time!

It makes you wander in the fantasies;

It keeps you longing for the dream,

It showers senseless, sensational gleam;

And take the breath away in a scream,

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It’s a lone ranger, it is time!

She Has My Heart

She looks me straight in the eyes and rips out my heart

I’m speechless there’s nothing I can say

Tears begin to well up in my eyes

She asks me if I’m okay

I am far from okay

She says we can still be friend’s best friends

Those words linger in my mind

I never thought I would hear those words

I leave, I close off, and the pain is too much to bear

I can't help the loneliness I've turned my back on everyone even God

I'm alone all alone

I cry myself to sleep

I'm lost to the world I have this emptiness inside one that i can't fill

I still cry I don't know when the days come and go

I only seem to sink deeper into depression

I used to be so alive, so carefree

Ii guess I still am carefree because I don't seem to care anymore

I have this emptiness inside one that I try to fill but with all the wrong things

I cry out to God asking Him why, why all this hurt why all this pain

He tells me why

He tells me why all this hurt

He tells me why all this pain

He told me once before but my heart was too hard to listen and now in my moment of brokenness I can finally hear

I can hear Him; my days begin to get brighter

I try to keep my heart soft so that I can hear

It's harder than I thought but I don't give up

I  feel alone but I know that I’m not

I still have that darkness inside inside my heart it tries to pull me back but I won't let it

Ii ask God for help for someone to help me

He shows me I never thought it would be her ever since I first met her

She has had it, a piece of my heart ,she talks to me her voice soothes me it brings me comfort

We talk

We laugh

I hardly even notice anymore that the darkness has faded

I thank God for his help

I  thank God for her

She won't let me fall fall to where I was before

I am happy now

She listens to me, I listen to her

I  hold her tightly and I don’t let go

She is a part of my life

She is a part of me

She has my heart

Only this time I gave it to her