Buried Alive For You!!

Don't search for me,
don't look around,
don't bother calling my name,
I won't be found...
For gone I am now,
and gone are the days,
when I'd sparkle your dark sky,
in my subtle moony ways...

But the light was dim;
it was almost gentle grey....
It couldn't vanquish the dark,
as it came from so far way....

Now a new morn has begun,
the horizon has brought a new sun along...
A new light is shimmering;
sounding is a merry new day song....

With the sky in its deserving glow,
it was time for the moon to go,
for it has lost its visibility now,
neither is it needed anymore....

Don't search for me,
don't look around,
don't bother calling my name,
I won't be found...
Don't cry for my pain,
I can live with it, I'll survive...
I am not dead, believe me,
I've just buried myself alive…

I've even hid my grave,
for you might dig out for me…
But exposed if I am to the sun,
set on fire I might soon be....

I am not afraid of sustaining burns,
what scares me is the thought of burning sky…
Let me sleep till the wake of night,
don't ask me where, don't ask me why...

I'll be out on my own,
when you'll need to call on me,
when darkness falls again,
which I wish never happens to be...

Don't search for me,
don't look around,
please don't call my name,
I don't want to be found...
Please don't make it any harder,
it’s already hard enough for me...
My soul aches for the pain I bring to you,
but it’s the least painful way I can see...

My heart will always beat for you,
for giving me the strength to shine...
I'll be yours forever to claim;
though I know you may never be mine...

Slept in my coffin I lie,
dreaming of a beautiful life for you...
Leave me to my wonderland,
while you keep my dream alive and true!!