Buried Alive For You!!

Don't search for me,
don't look around,
don't bother calling my name,
I won't be found...
For gone I am now,
and gone are the days,
when I'd sparkle your dark sky,
in my subtle moony ways...

But the light was dim;
it was almost gentle grey....
It couldn't vanquish the dark,
as it came from so far way....

Now a new morn has begun,
the horizon has brought a new sun along...
A new light is shimmering;
sounding is a merry new day song....

With the sky in its deserving glow,
it was time for the moon to go,
for it has lost its visibility now,
neither is it needed anymore....

Don't search for me,
don't look around,
don't bother calling my name,
I won't be found...
Don't cry for my pain,
I can live with it, I'll survive...
I am not dead, believe me,
I've just buried myself alive…

I've even hid my grave,
for you might dig out for me…
But exposed if I am to the sun,
set on fire I might soon be....

I am not afraid of sustaining burns,
what scares me is the thought of burning sky…
Let me sleep till the wake of night,
don't ask me where, don't ask me why...

I'll be out on my own,
when you'll need to call on me,
when darkness falls again,
which I wish never happens to be...

Don't search for me,
don't look around,
please don't call my name,
I don't want to be found...
Please don't make it any harder,
it’s already hard enough for me...
My soul aches for the pain I bring to you,
but it’s the least painful way I can see...

My heart will always beat for you,
for giving me the strength to shine...
I'll be yours forever to claim;
though I know you may never be mine...

Slept in my coffin I lie,
dreaming of a beautiful life for you...
Leave me to my wonderland,
while you keep my dream alive and true!!

When Death Speaks

I am about to perish forever,

but few tastes of life I am still to savor.

I am yet to feel the real beauty,

am yet not over with my petty duties.  

I know my end is nearing me,

in some time, I won't hear or see.

But I still have a few unspoken words,

I still have to see before my vision is blurred. 

 a thousand places I have never been to,

with green grass below and sky above blue.

I wish I had just some time more left,

so that I could die free from this bereft. 

 Time in my life had never stopped,

the pace of life had never dropped.

and I never wished so when I was alive

but now for a single breath I do strive.  

I wish I could tell you one more time,

that when I see you my heart chimes.

you were the best thing I ever had

leaving you behind makes me incomplete and sad. 

 But now it’s time for me to leave,

my nerves can feel the special eve.

so goodbye all my friends and foes,

my last wave to all before my eyes close.

Take Me Away

Absconded from all the desires n fear

After deprived of all the strength to bear

Waiting for the death to come near

Obsessed of all the life's brutality

Falling victim to life's cruelty

Got struck up in to gruesome fatality

Don't have an aspire to live this way

Wanna leave this world someway

With my heart full of distress hard to say

Mentally wounded somehow I stayed awake

Questioning up myself taking all that as fake

But sorrows hiked up though I wasn't on any stake

So threatful, so deadly is this world around me

Never let me open up won’t all I had in me

Made me realize it’s not the place to be

Lifeless this life I don't wanna live

It's true but it's hard to believe

Killing me up stripping my sense to perceive

Locked up in heart with no way to depart

These sorrows are tearing my body n soul apart

Angel’s please take me far away

I got no will to withstand n stay

No more wanna lead this life like stray

Soulmate

An angel came into my life,

Showed me way to survive,

I was almost dead before he arrived,

his gentle touch aroused in my life.

His charm is brazen,

his innocence left me frozen,

the bond exists even before it was made,

heaven wants us to be kith,

because in previous incarnation we were soul mates.

The moments spent besides him were greatly missed,

With each passing day, I yearned to see him more,

to grab his attention, dainty attire I always wore,

the savor of his presence around, delighted me profound.

In my troubled times,

his support made me smile,

holding his hands, I calmed down,

his sweet words gave feeling so warm,

because of his unconditional help, I was never harmed.

His tantalizing touch stirred my soul,

my heart turned as pure as gold,

affection intensified with each passing day,

but his faith in me just faded away.

I opened my arms and closed my eyes,

expected a hug to keep me alive,

In me his trust, I could never revive,

Leaving me alone, he departed in search of life,

Someday I believe, again we will arrive.

I had a fight

With my own mind, I had a fight

For I am not able to write

My heart is heavy, words don’t come,

All my feelings, how can I sum?

As you leave and I wave you a goodbye,

There will be a smile but eyes cannot lie

Everything will be same-summer, spring and rain

But the roads of life will be empty again

I do not need to tell I will miss you,

 And I know it’s the same for you too..

May all the luck and success comes to you,

And may all our dreams come true!

With my own mind, I had a fight,

For there is so much to write

My heart is heavy, and the words do come

But still, all my feelings, can I sum?