Journey Of My Life

Time to introspect…...

Happiness is like a breath of fresh air that touches me for a moment and fades away…...

Leaving behind memories to cling on,

Feeling loneliness and rejection.

The sweet sensation that had enthralled me gradually fading away,

To seclusion, I see my life drifting away.

A life without any charm or substance…...

Am not liking this place anymore,

I’m going to get out of here for sure.

Still searching for a better tomorrow…...

Many more miles to walk,

Many more valleys to cross,

The road I know is unending and long…...

Carrying with me the burden of my memories and sorrows,

Feeling insanely lost and forlorn.

Am tired and need to rest,

Don’t know when I’m going to find my nest…...

Feelings are very difficult to be defined

Feelings are very difficult to be defined,
But when about you, they can hardly be confined,
Looking at this day when you were born,
God must have thought to send an angel, in human form.

While creating you, his best artist, must have had a hard time,
They have created a beauty that even the moon cannot outshine,
Imagining thousands of flowers lying on a white snow bed,
Among those flowers, you look like the only Rose that's red.

Your face is so pretty, so innocent, I have ever seen,
He must have thought and thought, about creating his own dream,
Your lovely smile resembles waves that reach the shore....
Every wave so beautiful, that it can't be just ignored....

Each second with you are, like a lifetime for me,
One life with you is, every dream comes true,
You are the only one here, beautiful as dove....
They say its lust for you, but I say its love....

Just watching you I lose myself,
Thinking about you I lose this world....
Even the beauty of universe seems to be jaded....
When you smile, every time beauty, seems to be added....

I know I could never tell you how it feels to be me....
And neither could ever tell you, you have my heart's key...
I was, I am, I would be your lover forever,
But I just know my words would reach you never......

Idea of love!

I adore the memories,
I love the reminiscences,
I can still feel us together,
apart from the distances.

Memorizing the moments spent with him,
I feel the radiance of love deep within,
I think I love the idea of being in love with him.

He made me feel loved,
Until the end of time;
He has endowed me with,
memoirs of life time.

His way of showing love, has made me fall for him,
I could never stop myself from loving him,
I think I love the idea of being in love with him.

Even if I try hard,
I couldn't hide my feelings,
The love for him, hats inside me
would come out without the reasons.

Thinking of the days spent with him,
I count my nights and keep missing him,
I think I love the idea of being in love with him.

Pleasure with Pain

A golden eve,

A sleepy sun,

A sparkling lake,

About to burnt.

A little bird

blowing with the wind,

trying to come back,

at her dancing tree.

A bluish me

standing apart

looking around

to be a part of these all.

A distracted mind

trying to still

driving me away

of the pleasure feel.

Me In This Heat

Every summer morning it is the same case,

I wake up because; the sun shine falls right on my face.

I try hard to sleep again,

But all my effort goes in vain.

Finally, I get up to start the day’s race,

I take a dip in cool water to find solace.

And just when I start enjoying the chill,

The warm air comes for the kill.

It gets almost impossible to walk on the street,

As I feel like fainting in this scorching heat.

Sitting at the bus stop is as of being cooked on a grill,

Trust me, I am serious and not building a mountain out of a molehill.

It feels so much better when the climate is cool and the surrounding is greener,

Ironically the same Sun that soothes me in winter, tends to burn in summer.

Oh, how wonderful it gets in the rain,

When the cool breeze blows and washes away all your strain.

I sit here and visualize that refreshing feel,

Like a magic worked and filled me with a rejuvenated zeal.

How I wish these thoughts come true to their meaning,

And little do I realize that it is nothing but day-dreaming.

Was it U Or Was It Us?

When I looked at you someone whispered

From the heavens above He affirmed

Was it you or was it us?

Felt everything so picturesque since then

Time flies and so does love

Just for you my feelings began to grow

What it you or was it us?

Just like dew drops on a leaf flow

Last mile definitely made the difference

When I look back at my life journey

Was it you or was it us?

Now on it feels much easier to walk with you honey

World simply calls it a “Marriage”

But some kind of miracle happened by His grace

Was it you or was it us?

It gave the word “Marriage” a much better face.

Soulmate

An angel came into my life,

Showed me way to survive,

I was almost dead before he arrived,

his gentle touch aroused in my life.

His charm is brazen,

his innocence left me frozen,

the bond exists even before it was made,

heaven wants us to be kith,

because in previous incarnation we were soul mates.

The moments spent besides him were greatly missed,

With each passing day, I yearned to see him more,

to grab his attention, dainty attire I always wore,

the savor of his presence around, delighted me profound.

In my troubled times,

his support made me smile,

holding his hands, I calmed down,

his sweet words gave feeling so warm,

because of his unconditional help, I was never harmed.

His tantalizing touch stirred my soul,

my heart turned as pure as gold,

affection intensified with each passing day,

but his faith in me just faded away.

I opened my arms and closed my eyes,

expected a hug to keep me alive,

In me his trust, I could never revive,

Leaving me alone, he departed in search of life,

Someday I believe, again we will arrive.

Branded Love

I feel you on my skin, touching every pore,

It feels so good, that I want some more,

I feel so in love, I feel so good,

That you can make me happy, whatever my mood.

I feel you move, scrape against my skin,

I feel so excited, like committing a sin,

I forget myself, at those times with you,

Oh! My love for you, now feels so true.

Our moment is over, now you need to get off,

I feel hesitation, as you were so soft,

I keep you in closet, for another day,

Cuz you, Reebok Apparel, just make my day.

Be My Honey

It all started with a beautiful voice,

A voice that soothed my inner voids,

Oh! What a gem! I thought,

In a trance I was caught… 

I longed to hear that voice again,

As my voids rose up causing pain,

A strange feeling of emptiness crept in,

reason? That was what I was searching.

Then came a reply that refreshed,

All the thoughts & emotions depraved,

Of my attention, love & care,

Here they were, lying helpless and bare.

It was reason, which was eluding me,

Hiding, ducking, yet careless and free,

A phone number helped me finally,

To catch the reason in a dark alley.

The reason said I’m friendship,

I asked it, “are you mutual?”

It said “In such a relationship,

I can change and still be factual.”

The reason confused mea lot,

I agree it had given me a start,

And then, when I finally tore it apart,

I knew it had reached your heart.

What can I say about you dear?

I just wish, you could be here,

And hold me tightly in an embrace,

And wipe the tears off my face.

A graceful soul, a lovely heart,

A kind nature, a class act,

I love you for what you do and say,

And will always do so. Come what may.

You’ve become my strength now,

You’re not sure? But I know.

I’ll be happy being with you,

Live, love & learn things new.

Come let’s start a journey,

Of love, of life, of harmony,

What do you say honey?

Will you be my honey?

At times when I was alone

At times when I was alone,

Nobody be in my side.

You were the one, who approached me,

You were the one who ebbed the tide.

Whenever I felt sad,

Whenever I felt I would cry,

You were the comforter,

Yours was the shoulder asking me to give it a try.

You were the one, who made me feel at ease,

For there were times when I felt alone.

Whenever I met with a road block,

You suggested that it was a stepping stone.

Today I regret having hurt you,

Today I hate myself for having caused you pain.

I don't know why I did it; I don't know why I always lose what I gain....

My Love

MY LOVE

Someone says it's impossible,

to understand a woman's mind

It's absolutely right

Atleast for the one who's mine

With same situations,

sometimes she's happy

and sometimes sad,

She may shower care and affection

or be furious like mad.

Sometimes I am out of the world,

and the next moment I am bad.

I'm not surprised if she's upset

and next moment becomes glad

Her love is like a Mother's

Pure like no one other's

She's cute like a flower

Her presence gives me power

She sometimes acts so crazy

It makes me feel so hazy

Her feelings,

are like a mysterious sea

I keep thinking,

what's in store for me?

But sometimes

they come out so beautifully

I wonder,

if I would ever understand her truly

Even though I get confused till the core

I can't help but love her more n more n more!!!

Feel Message

The another message on feel


The world is a tragedy to those who feel, but a comedy to those who think

A DROP OF TEAR

Drop of Tear

A Drop of Tear A Drop Of Tear Rolls Down My Eyes

I Really Don't Know What It Means

My Heart Cries Out In Joy and In Sorrow

Pain and Happiness Are Both with Me

I Feel a Stranger Around Me

As I Close My World within Me

My Heart Is Afraid To Let In the Stranger

But It So Much Wants Him to Stay

A Word to Be Spoken Is Stuck In My Throat

I Feel My Voice Leaving Me Alone

I Don’t Know If My Heart Is My Friend Or Foe

It Doesn’t Even Let My Mind Let Go

I'm Not Sure of Its Intensions

I Can’t Trust It Any More

I Look At The Stranger With Love And Hope And............

A Drop of Tear Rolls down My Eyes

I Really Don't Know What It Means.

A Drop of Tear Rolls down My Cheeks

I No Longer Understand My Own Heart

The Shoulder That I Cried Upon

No Longer Seems To Wipe My Tears

The One That Was So Close To My Heart

Seems To Have Lost In the Crowd

The Caressing Eyes Are Stoned Now

The Strong Arms Don’t Hold Me Tight

The Person That Stands Before Me

Is Not the One I Knew?

The Hand Now Holds Me

Is Not the One That Guided Me?

How Can I Love and Hate the Person At The Same Time

How Can I Judge His Heart over His Actions

My Mind Says I'm wrong

But My Heart Believes Him

My Legs Walk With Him

While My Mind Races Ahead

I Rest My Head on His Chest

To Find Some Comfort In His Arms And..........

A Drop of Tear Rolls down My Cheeks

I No Longer Understand My Own Heart.

-Sradda

Worth

Worth


It aint right for the good man

to give the better any God damn chance

It aint weak for the volunteer

to step back sometimes, go hunting deer

It aint sick for a pauper

to dream becoming a millionaire

It aint bad if I always cheat

and never get caught or never face defeat

Time had come time had went

But never for me did one lament

Lust to love and pain to mirth

but never was I of any worth

Blame the people or blame the Lord

Why didnt I get any reward

It aint right for a hurricane

to depart without causing any pain

It aint great for a person

to buy his love a big mansion

Time had come time had went

But never for me did one lament

Lust to love and pain to mirth

but never was I of any worth

Die in vain or die for one

I shall never love anyone

One small boy once called for play

He sat on the floor and started to pray

One grown man once called for war

He said I got no power

One old man once fell asleep

it was an incessant sleep

Time had come time had went

But never for me did one lament

Lust to love and pain to mirth

but never was I of any worth

There were hopes and there were were dreams

there were kings and there were queens

The old man never made a choice

All, all of us have a chioce

Dig your grave or make your home

spend sometime, thinking alone

Thank you, thank you bye bye

its your wish if you dont wanna fly

Confession

Confession

Never Know what tomorrow shall bring,
Unknown haunts, unawares of even a thing.
Can I feel the way I feel, ..?
Emotions independant of a deal.
Darkness shrouds the distant light.
Touch the horizon,mirage bright.
Future --will u accept me with open arms..?
Liberation of soul unscathed --without harm.

Never know what tomorrow shall bring,
Inhibitons disallow me to spread my wings.
Can I dream the way I want...?
What if then-nightmares haunt!
The web of thoughts,trap the mind.
Questions to which answers I can't find.
Future --will u welcome me with open arms
Liberation of spirit --unscathed without harm..!