Silently, I sit by the window gazing the horizon
As for me it seems the time has frozen
Darkness is all what is pouring in
The only sound I can hear is my heart beating
My eyes feeling sleepy and heavy with pain
I could see on my cloth-the nasty red stain
I know there is nothing more for me to gain
Still I am continuing my desperate prayers-all in vain
A sudden nightmare has shattered my identity
Which counted on me an irreversible casualty
A drunken driver, and for saving a child
He left me amidst the world howling wild
Together we had embarked on a treasured love
With our innate pious feelings well gelled up
He always would say
"A life full of hardships, I was leading
And from nowhere as an angel you walked in"
He was there to hold my hands always
To make me the happiest with his crazy ways
When I feared that I would be left lonely
My dearest one would embrace cozily
Kicking my feelings of life's agony
But now I sit by the window gazing the horizon
As my life slowly engulfing the deadly poison
One day he had whispered to me low
"You are my only asset to whom I owe"
Now dear, it’s my turn to show
That I can fight all the shackling woes
Now, I can feel my pain getting numb
Reaching for you dear, just hold my arm
The frozen time has again started flowing
As I sit by the window with my eyes closing
byTanu