Feelings are very difficult to be defined

Feelings are very difficult to be defined,
But when about you, they can hardly be confined,
Looking at this day when you were born,
God must have thought to send an angel, in human form.

While creating you, his best artist, must have had a hard time,
They have created a beauty that even the moon cannot outshine,
Imagining thousands of flowers lying on a white snow bed,
Among those flowers, you look like the only Rose that's red.

Your face is so pretty, so innocent, I have ever seen,
He must have thought and thought, about creating his own dream,
Your lovely smile resembles waves that reach the shore....
Every wave so beautiful, that it can't be just ignored....

Each second with you are, like a lifetime for me,
One life with you is, every dream comes true,
You are the only one here, beautiful as dove....
They say its lust for you, but I say its love....

Just watching you I lose myself,
Thinking about you I lose this world....
Even the beauty of universe seems to be jaded....
When you smile, every time beauty, seems to be added....

I know I could never tell you how it feels to be me....
And neither could ever tell you, you have my heart's key...
I was, I am, I would be your lover forever,
But I just know my words would reach you never......

There to Share

 A wish you will always win & gain…

Remember I would be there in your pains….

Don’t let yourself down in the life…

I too may suffer the bad times…

All its life, and everything is fair…

Just remember I would be there to share!!

You may be pain those dark nights in life……

But the Trust in me shall be stars in light 

Life may take us on different paths,

but minds alike will share a lot!!

Be assured I would stand by you everywhere,

Not sure that a glance always be there

Share your heart & share your tears……

Rest assured….I would be there to share!!!

Mother

The smoke has blinded my sight

I know not what’s wrong from right.

Mother, can you make me able again?

Mother, can you ease my dying pain?

Mother, can you take me by the hand?

Mother, can you lead this blind man?

Mother will do all she can

Mother is here to understand…

Mother will make you able again.

Mother will ease your dying pain.

Mother will take you by the hand

Open your eyes child, you are not blind…

The worms have come to take me to the grave

My thoughts have hollowed inward, nothing worth the save

Mother, can you fix this hollow mind?

Mother, can you make me a little kind?

Mother, can you help me determine?

Mother, can you check my vital signs?

Mother will do all she can

Mother is here to understand…

Mother will fix your hollow mind

Mother will make you a little kind

Mother will help you determine

Open your eyes child, you will be fine…

The rot has set in the iron chains

The rust has eaten up all the remains.

Mother, can you build me a castle high?

Mother, can you free me from these lies?

Mother, can you teach me how to fly?

Mother, can you reach me to the skies?

Mother will do all she can

Mother is here to understand…

Mother will build you a castle high

Mother will shield you from all the lies

Mother will teach you how to fly

Open your eyes child; you are in the skies…

To My Child

Yesterday, you were just born

Your hands was the size of my palm

Yesterday, you were just born

Your hand was the size of my palm…

Your skin, so tender soft

Your eyes, wandering and lost

Your breath gave me life

Your chuckle made me laugh

Yesterday…

Your touch was what I could die for

Your cry was music to my soul

I felt so complete, I felt so whole,

Yesterday…

You are but a part of me

Yet so unlike you are meant to be

You are but a part of me

Yet so unlike you are meant to be

My child…

They said I said

I was born at the time of war.

They said I won’t survive because times are hard.

I said I would be strong because times are hard.

I was put in expensive and famous school.

They said I will learn good manners and get good education.

I said I found dishonest teachers and discrimination.

In my life

They said I don't know to talk, how to crack jokes.

I said I will still make friends.

They said I am too slow, I am not smart.

I said I will still be rich.

They said Life is too cruel, it will take away your friends, it will take away your brothers, it will take away your family, you will have nothing to turn up to.

I said I will still have hope and hope is all I need.

AT LAST

They said I can't write.

I said see I have written this.

It is-“TIME”

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It makes you merry; it makes you shine;

It shows you sorrows; it keeps you sigh;

It’s a Lone Ranger-it is TIME!

It controls you, it teaches you;

It shakes you, it wakes you;

It gives the wounds; it heals you;

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It’s a lone ranger, it is time!

It makes you cry for the happy moments;

It makes you laugh for the fights happened;

It teaches you attachments;

Drown you in the memory lanes;

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It’s a lone ranger, it is time!

It gives you seasons to sing,

It gives you reasons to live,

It gives meaning to your breath,

And a lifetime to cherish,

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It’s a lone ranger, it is time!

It makes you wander in the fantasies;

It keeps you longing for the dream,

It showers senseless, sensational gleam;

And take the breath away in a scream,

It’s not yours, neither mine;

It’s a lone ranger, it is time!

Frustrated Life

Laying on my bed,

head under my pillow,

not letting anyone know,

but tears flowing below,

can’t enjoy a moment,

though worldly comforts by my side,

this is nothing ,

but my frustrated life

My life is a game,

which I’ve always lost,

and those who won,

were all at my cost,

tired after giving thousands of tries,

But never I rested nor I sighed,

This is nothing but my frustrated life.

I loved everyone,

but was hated the most,

all sailed deep in the sea of joy,

leaving me at the coast,

hiding tears in my eyes,

I had to smile,

this is nothing

but my frustrated life.

I say many things,

but I m always unheard

and all misunderstood a lot,

though I never uttered a word,

though I m at my destiny,

it seems to walk far miles,

this is nothing,

but my frustrated life.

When Death Speaks

I am about to perish forever,

but few tastes of life I am still to savor.

I am yet to feel the real beauty,

am yet not over with my petty duties.  

I know my end is nearing me,

in some time, I won't hear or see.

But I still have a few unspoken words,

I still have to see before my vision is blurred. 

 a thousand places I have never been to,

with green grass below and sky above blue.

I wish I had just some time more left,

so that I could die free from this bereft. 

 Time in my life had never stopped,

the pace of life had never dropped.

and I never wished so when I was alive

but now for a single breath I do strive.  

I wish I could tell you one more time,

that when I see you my heart chimes.

you were the best thing I ever had

leaving you behind makes me incomplete and sad. 

 But now it’s time for me to leave,

my nerves can feel the special eve.

so goodbye all my friends and foes,

my last wave to all before my eyes close.

Don't Fear the Fear

 There's nothing to fear --- you're as good as the best,
As strong as the mightiest, too.
You can win in every battle or test;
For there's no one just like you.
There's only one you in the world today;
So nobody else, you see,
Can do your work in as fine a way:
You're the only you there'll be!

So face the world, and all life is yours
To conquer and love and live:
And you'll find the happiness that endures
In just the measure you give;
There's nothing too good for you to possess,
Nor heights where you cannot go:
Your power is more than belief or guess ---
It is something you have to know.

There is nothing to fear --- you can and you will.
For you are the invincible you.
Set your foot on the highest hill ---
There's nothing you cannot do.

Moving towards a green future

I want to run away,

Away from this world

Where air is not fresh any more

Where water is not clean any more

Where Roads are full of honking vehicles

Where life is not peaceful any more

Then I turn back and think

Let me give another try

I can’t run away like this

Leaving Mother Earth to cry

She has suffered a lot

She might tolerate little more

Why do we still want to

Trouble her to the core?

Lets help her get back to life

Let’s work to reduce her pain

Lets aim to make this world

Better for everyone’s gain

Lets plant more trees

Let’s cut down on the waste

Lets recycle used stuff

Let’s do that without haste

Lets spread the happiness

Lets reduce the sorrows

Lets join hands together

Let’s create a greener tomorrow.

Life means More

Life is a series of events,

Both good and bad

Some make you happy,

Others make you sad

You wait for beautiful things,

And enjoy while they are ON

Why do you then get miserable

The moment they are gone?

Look forward to life, leave the past behind you

A wonderful future may be lying ahead of you

Expect good things to happen more for you

Life has pleasant surprises in store for you

What if the good times end?

Don’t worry, life has more to send

There’s always a beginning and an end

Be excited about the beginning, but also accept the end

Always remember the highs and forget the lows

Don’t trouble yourself, don’t spoil the show

Whatever comes your way, accept it with a bow

Cheer up buddy, there’s a long way to go

Every situation in life,

Gives you two roads to get on

It could be a pull towards past

Or a futuristic push on

You have to decide finally

Are you staying back or moving on?

Idea of love!

I adore the memories,
I love the reminiscences,
I can still feel us together,
apart from the distances.

Memorizing the moments spent with him,
I feel the radiance of love deep within,
I think I love the idea of being in love with him.

He made me feel loved,
Until the end of time;
He has endowed me with,
memoirs of life time.

His way of showing love, has made me fall for him,
I could never stop myself from loving him,
I think I love the idea of being in love with him.

Even if I try hard,
I couldn't hide my feelings,
The love for him, hats inside me
would come out without the reasons.

Thinking of the days spent with him,
I count my nights and keep missing him,
I think I love the idea of being in love with him.

Pleasure with Pain

A golden eve,

A sleepy sun,

A sparkling lake,

About to burnt.

A little bird

blowing with the wind,

trying to come back,

at her dancing tree.

A bluish me

standing apart

looking around

to be a part of these all.

A distracted mind

trying to still

driving me away

of the pleasure feel.

Life!!

Where do the good times disappear,
When they have come and gone....?
Replaced with new friends, not by choice,
But cause something went wrong?

My new friends may bring with them,
Some words that make me smile,
Still I feel melancholy,
For what was once our style.

I think about times passage,
About a promise gone,
Are friendships not forever?
Meant not to last for long?

At end of each new day now,
Without a word from you....
I try to cover up the hurt,
Pretend that I'm not blue.

I try to go on with my life,
Accept you're not a part,
But sad eyes are the mirror of,
The ache that fills my heart.

Me In This Heat

Every summer morning it is the same case,

I wake up because; the sun shine falls right on my face.

I try hard to sleep again,

But all my effort goes in vain.

Finally, I get up to start the day’s race,

I take a dip in cool water to find solace.

And just when I start enjoying the chill,

The warm air comes for the kill.

It gets almost impossible to walk on the street,

As I feel like fainting in this scorching heat.

Sitting at the bus stop is as of being cooked on a grill,

Trust me, I am serious and not building a mountain out of a molehill.

It feels so much better when the climate is cool and the surrounding is greener,

Ironically the same Sun that soothes me in winter, tends to burn in summer.

Oh, how wonderful it gets in the rain,

When the cool breeze blows and washes away all your strain.

I sit here and visualize that refreshing feel,

Like a magic worked and filled me with a rejuvenated zeal.

How I wish these thoughts come true to their meaning,

And little do I realize that it is nothing but day-dreaming.