Frustrated Life

Laying on my bed,

head under my pillow,

not letting anyone know,

but tears flowing below,

can’t enjoy a moment,

though worldly comforts by my side,

this is nothing ,

but my frustrated life

My life is a game,

which I’ve always lost,

and those who won,

were all at my cost,

tired after giving thousands of tries,

But never I rested nor I sighed,

This is nothing but my frustrated life.

I loved everyone,

but was hated the most,

all sailed deep in the sea of joy,

leaving me at the coast,

hiding tears in my eyes,

I had to smile,

this is nothing

but my frustrated life.

I say many things,

but I m always unheard

and all misunderstood a lot,

though I never uttered a word,

though I m at my destiny,

it seems to walk far miles,

this is nothing,

but my frustrated life.

When Death Speaks

I am about to perish forever,

but few tastes of life I am still to savor.

I am yet to feel the real beauty,

am yet not over with my petty duties.  

I know my end is nearing me,

in some time, I won't hear or see.

But I still have a few unspoken words,

I still have to see before my vision is blurred. 

 a thousand places I have never been to,

with green grass below and sky above blue.

I wish I had just some time more left,

so that I could die free from this bereft. 

 Time in my life had never stopped,

the pace of life had never dropped.

and I never wished so when I was alive

but now for a single breath I do strive.  

I wish I could tell you one more time,

that when I see you my heart chimes.

you were the best thing I ever had

leaving you behind makes me incomplete and sad. 

 But now it’s time for me to leave,

my nerves can feel the special eve.

so goodbye all my friends and foes,

my last wave to all before my eyes close.

Don't Fear the Fear

 There's nothing to fear --- you're as good as the best,
As strong as the mightiest, too.
You can win in every battle or test;
For there's no one just like you.
There's only one you in the world today;
So nobody else, you see,
Can do your work in as fine a way:
You're the only you there'll be!

So face the world, and all life is yours
To conquer and love and live:
And you'll find the happiness that endures
In just the measure you give;
There's nothing too good for you to possess,
Nor heights where you cannot go:
Your power is more than belief or guess ---
It is something you have to know.

There is nothing to fear --- you can and you will.
For you are the invincible you.
Set your foot on the highest hill ---
There's nothing you cannot do.

Moving towards a green future

I want to run away,

Away from this world

Where air is not fresh any more

Where water is not clean any more

Where Roads are full of honking vehicles

Where life is not peaceful any more

Then I turn back and think

Let me give another try

I can’t run away like this

Leaving Mother Earth to cry

She has suffered a lot

She might tolerate little more

Why do we still want to

Trouble her to the core?

Lets help her get back to life

Let’s work to reduce her pain

Lets aim to make this world

Better for everyone’s gain

Lets plant more trees

Let’s cut down on the waste

Lets recycle used stuff

Let’s do that without haste

Lets spread the happiness

Lets reduce the sorrows

Lets join hands together

Let’s create a greener tomorrow.

Life means More

Life is a series of events,

Both good and bad

Some make you happy,

Others make you sad

You wait for beautiful things,

And enjoy while they are ON

Why do you then get miserable

The moment they are gone?

Look forward to life, leave the past behind you

A wonderful future may be lying ahead of you

Expect good things to happen more for you

Life has pleasant surprises in store for you

What if the good times end?

Don’t worry, life has more to send

There’s always a beginning and an end

Be excited about the beginning, but also accept the end

Always remember the highs and forget the lows

Don’t trouble yourself, don’t spoil the show

Whatever comes your way, accept it with a bow

Cheer up buddy, there’s a long way to go

Every situation in life,

Gives you two roads to get on

It could be a pull towards past

Or a futuristic push on

You have to decide finally

Are you staying back or moving on?

Idea of love!

I adore the memories,
I love the reminiscences,
I can still feel us together,
apart from the distances.

Memorizing the moments spent with him,
I feel the radiance of love deep within,
I think I love the idea of being in love with him.

He made me feel loved,
Until the end of time;
He has endowed me with,
memoirs of life time.

His way of showing love, has made me fall for him,
I could never stop myself from loving him,
I think I love the idea of being in love with him.

Even if I try hard,
I couldn't hide my feelings,
The love for him, hats inside me
would come out without the reasons.

Thinking of the days spent with him,
I count my nights and keep missing him,
I think I love the idea of being in love with him.

Pleasure with Pain

A golden eve,

A sleepy sun,

A sparkling lake,

About to burnt.

A little bird

blowing with the wind,

trying to come back,

at her dancing tree.

A bluish me

standing apart

looking around

to be a part of these all.

A distracted mind

trying to still

driving me away

of the pleasure feel.

Life!!

Where do the good times disappear,
When they have come and gone....?
Replaced with new friends, not by choice,
But cause something went wrong?

My new friends may bring with them,
Some words that make me smile,
Still I feel melancholy,
For what was once our style.

I think about times passage,
About a promise gone,
Are friendships not forever?
Meant not to last for long?

At end of each new day now,
Without a word from you....
I try to cover up the hurt,
Pretend that I'm not blue.

I try to go on with my life,
Accept you're not a part,
But sad eyes are the mirror of,
The ache that fills my heart.